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“Mom, my ear feels strange,” my daughter said, complaining about pain. I took her to the ent clinic right away. The doctor looked inside her ear, then suddenly stopped. “Ma’am, you need to see this,” he said, turning the monitor toward me. Deep in her ear canal, something completely unexpected appeared.
I padded down the hallway, the floorboards cold against my bare feet. I paused, as I always did, at my daughter’s door. Emma was seven, at that age where she was growing limbs too long for her body and opinions too big for her mouth, but in sleep, she was still my baby. I cracked the door open a fraction. She was buried under a mountain of quilts, clutching “Mr. Hops,” her tattered rabbit doll. Seeing the rhythm of her breathing, the innocence of her relaxed face, gave me the only moment of genuine peace I would find that day.
I closed the door with a soft click and descended the stairs. But as soon as my foot hit the landing of the first floor, the peace evaporated, replaced by a humid, suffocating tension.
My mother-in-law had moved in a year ago after her husband passed. She was a former high school teacher, a pillar of the community, and to the outside world, a saint. To me, she was a statue of judgment carved from ice. She stood by the granite island, fully dressed in a crisp blouse and pressed slacks, her silver hair coiffed into an immovable helmet of perfection. The smell of brewing coffee filled the room, but it didn’t smell welcoming; it smelled clinical.
“Good morning, Amanda,” she said. Her voice was smooth, polished, and utterly devoid of warmth. “I’ve made coffee for you. You looked like you needed it.”
“Thank you, Betty,” I replied, forcing a smile onto my face that felt like a mask. “That’s very thoughtful.”
I moved to the counter, feeling her eyes tracking my every movement. Since she arrived, the air in my own home had changed. It was thicker, harder to breathe. My neighbors constantly gushed, “Oh, Amanda, you are so lucky! Betty is such a help. A built-in grandmother!” They saw the helper; I saw the warden.
“Are you busy today?” she asked, watching me take a sip. The coffee was bitter.
“Incredibly,” I sighed, wiping a smudge from my glasses. “The quarterly financial deadline is looming. Being a financial analyst means February is basically a black hole of spreadsheets.”
Betty gave a slight, dismissive nod, as if my career was a cute little hobby I indulged in. “Well, it’s time for Emma to wake up. I will go get her and ensure she is presentable for breakfast.”
“Thank you,” I said automatically.
I showered and dressed in my battle armor—a charcoal blazer and heels. When I returned to the kitchen, Emma was seated at the table. The sight of her broke my heart. Her usual beaming smile was gone. She was staring into her bowl of oatmeal, stirring it round and round, creating a grey whirlpool.
“Good morning, Emma Bear,” I said, leaning down to kiss the crown of her head. She smelled of vanilla and sleep. “Did you rest well?”
She gave a tiny, jerky nod. She didn’t look up.
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