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The rest of the day was a beautiful blur. I danced. I laughed. I celebrated. I noticed the whispers, the sideways glances directed her way, but I pretended not to. Let them talk. I held my head high. I was the bride. I was happy. And I had handled it with a dignity she could never hope to emulate. My triumph felt sweet, if a little hollow around the edges.
My heart fell to my stomach. My hands trembled. Lost angel? I called my aunt, my mother’s sister, someone I hadn’t spoken to in years. Her voice was quiet, almost a whisper, as she filled in the blanks. There had been another child. Before me. A daughter. Born prematurely. She died an hour later. The due date, my aunt explained, was my wedding day. And that white dress in the photo? IT WAS THE DRESS MY MOTHER HAD BOUGHT FOR HER OWN WEDDING, WHICH WAS CANCELLED DAYS BEFORE THE BABY WAS DUE, BECAUSE THE FATHER LEFT HER. She wore it that day, holding the gown for the child she lost, the day her future shattered.
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