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“I’m not ready for this,” he said, like fatherhood was a shirt he couldn’t wear. By my fifth month, I stopped checking my phone for him.
We live in a small rented apartment on the second floor of an old building. The rent is okay, but there’s no washing machine. Laundry piles up, and I haul it down the street to the laundromat with its blinking neon sign and sticky floors.
That morning, after a long night shift, I walked in exhausted. My eyes burned, my body ached, my brain felt foggy—and the laundry basket was overflowing. I let out a long sigh.
“Guess we’re going to the laundromat, baby,” I whispered to Willow, dozing in my arms.
Mom was still sleeping, recovering from staying up most of the night with Willow while I worked. I didn’t want to wake her. She needed rest as much as I did.
I bundled Willow in her jacket, stuffed the dirty clothes into a bag, and headed out.
The laundromat was quiet, filled with the hum of machines and the scent of soap. One woman, maybe in her 50s, was pulling clothes from a dryer. She looked up and smiled warmly.
“What a beautiful girl,” she said.
“Thanks,” I replied.
Willow fussed a little. I rocked her, swaying until she closed her eyes again. I had nothing clean to cover her, so I grabbed a thin blanket from the dirty pile and wrapped her up. Warm and soft, she rested against me. My head felt heavy.
I leaned back, telling myself I’d just close my eyes for a second… and then I fell asleep.
When I opened my eyes, sunlight slanted sharply through the windows. Fear hit me. Willow was still safe in my arms, but something felt… strange.
The washers had stopped. The room was quiet. And on the folding table beside me… my laundry. Folded. Every piece.
I froze. Shirts stacked into neat squares. Onesies sorted by color. Towels arranged like from a store shelf.
Someone had done this while I slept.
Panic flared. What if someone took something? Touched Willow?
Then I noticed the washer I had used. The door was closed. And through the glass, I saw it… full. But not with dirty clothes.
Inside were diapers, baby wipes, two cans of formula, a stuffed elephant, and a soft fleece blanket. On top was a folded note.
“For you and your little girl. — J.”
My hands shook as I picked it up. I stared at the simple words, neat and deliberate. The laundromat was empty. Whoever “J” was, they were gone. Continue reading…
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