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When I was pregnant with twins, I begged my husband to take me to the hospital. But his mother blocked the doorway and said, “Take us to the mall first.”

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“Evan,” I said softly, “I almost died.”

He winced but didn’t apologize.

“And the boys,” I whispered, looking at the incubators. “They weren’t breathing when they were born. NICU said minutes mattered.”

He rubbed his face. “I know, I know. And I’m sorry you’re upset—”

“No,” I said. “You’re sorry you’re uncomfortable.”

He finally looked at me, truly looked, and for a moment I saw confusion—like he genuinely didn’t understand the gravity of what he’d done.

“I think we should go to counseling,” he offered weakly. “Maybe things can go back to normal.”

“Normal,” I repeated. “That’s the problem.”

That night, after he left, Jenna returned with a bag of snacks and a soft blanket. “Your sister’s ready for you whenever you’re discharged,” she said. “She told me she already changed the guest room sheets and bought diapers.”

I teared up. “Thank you… for everything.”

She shrugged. “You deserved help. That’s all.”

The twins spent twelve days in the NICU. During that time, Evan visited twice—each time checking his watch, complaining about parking fees, asking when I’d “stop making this a big ordeal.” Margaret didn’t visit at all.

By the time I left the hospital, the decision was final in my mind.

I moved in with my sister, filed for legal separation a month later, and requested full custody. My lawyer said the medical records alone created a devastating picture for Evan.

The last time we spoke, Evan asked if we could “start fresh.”

“We can,” I told him. “But not together.”

I looked down at my boys—Noah gripping my finger, Liam sleeping on my chest—and knew without a doubt that walking away had saved more than just my life.

It had saved theirs too.

 

 

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